Most people would know me as the sarcastic, dry-humored girl. They would say I tell you how it is, and that I am always ready to argue
a point. What they probably don’t know about me is that at times I think of changing the way I am. I always think that maybe people will like me better if I’m quieter or not as sarcastic. I have tried to hold back on what I have to say, but it’s just not me. I like to make people laugh and make them enjoy the time they share with me. But when is it time to draw
To tell you the truth, I have no idea. I learn everyday that the things I say might be taken differently than intended. I feel bad when I meet new people because the first thing I say is, “Hi. I’m Brittany. I am probably the most sarcastic person you will ever
meet, so don’t take me too seriously.” Shouldn’t I be honest? I don’t want people to take me the wrong way, so shouldn’t they be glad that I at least warned them beforehand?
If only I could answer these questions myself. You would think that after 17 years I would have figured out by now who I am. Is it bad that I think I could be someone different? Is it bad to picture myself as someone else? I should be comfortable the way the I am.
Just writing this makes me realize that I am me. If you don’t like me, well I’m sorry. If you do, then you have a lot of laughs to look forward to. I am sure that for those of you reading this that know me, you are probably laughing and thinking to yourself that this is ridiculous. In that case, you obviously don’t know me as well as you think. This is me; take it or leave it.